High eighties, no breeze: off to the lake again. This time we went to the south beach, which has more Moms and kids. Also more nannies. You can spot the nannies if you listen, because they talk to the kids less. If at all. The new moms ushering their firstborn into the waves bend over and keep up a constant stream of patter; the nannies watch from a distance with guarded eyes that nonetheless lack that hawklike instinct; the moms whove been through this before stand on the sand and watch, but theyre at ease. As much as possible, anyway.
We build a gigantic sand castle, with all the requisite inlets and moats and estuaries; half the beach had been terraformed by little hands, each structure abandoned by some and claimed by others. Kids never learn the lessons of sand castles, which is just as well. The towers fall, the rivers silt, the bridges crumble. All things shaped by the hand of men eventually fall, often by the feet of four year olds making Godzilla sounds. (Pictures to follow; links at the bottom o the Bleat.)
We drove home with the windows down and the music blasting: a Princess and the Pauper song for her, Time is Tight afterwards. How come we have to listen to your song?
Because it is sheer perfection, honey. Its not just the drums, although theyre perfect; its not just the spare guitar line played with an unerringly sublime ration of both chunk and funk, and its not the organ. It is all these things together as Booker T meant them to be.
We got home before the tune ended, so we just danced in the garage. Mindful of public aesthetics and my reputation, I put the garage door down first. Weve been doing a lot of that lately. Yesterday my wife was home late from work, and I had the classical station on, so Gnat and I ate our meal while acting out the Carmen suite by Bizet. (One of those pieces of music you dont make a point of listening to, because its a warhorse, a traditional favorite, the Stairway to Heaven of the classical stations but when you havent heard it in a while its all new and fresh and remarkable, again.
Then again, every bloody time I refresh my Shuffle from my iTunes playlist which has over 10,000 songs it finds something from the You Only Live Twice soundtrack. Every time. And thats fine with me, too.
Id put this in the Screedblog, but its not really apt. Has to do with learning that Kerry had crappy grades in college. Big whup. One of the things Ive let go in the last few years is the belief that college grades are an accurate predictor of intelligence. (Im sure it would horrify some of my more . . . vociferous emailers to learn I got great grades in my three-semester European Diplomatic History course.) Put it this way: if you get good grades in college, youre probably not unsmart. (I also excelled in English.) I did well in Art History, my minor; I had teachers and courses that rewarded passionate essays full of doubleplus bellyfeel. I suqd the hindmost teat in the sciences. I like science I was a total chemistry set geek as a child but my essential impatience swamped that inclination, and I really do lack the temperament for mastering that amount of details. Geometry, algebra they irritate me. I was not an indifferent college student, but college did not seem to be pointing me where I wanted to be. Until I found the newspaper, and that was the end of that.
I attended the U of M for seven years. And I dont have a degree. I have no shame about that, and admit it freely; am I dumber than someone who was in and out in four? I spent one glorious year taking three classes that lasted all year long Art history, Russian lit, and European history. They led to nothing in the professional sense, and did combine like Transformer Credits to turn into a sheepskin, but I wouldnt trade that year for anything. When I finally left college I took a job as a convenience store clerk, which is just what my English degree would have prepared me for anyway. But. I had clips. Damn, I had clips. I had written about 100 pieces, and I had an audience and a name, however lower-case and minor it might have been. But when you want to be a writer, that matters more than a Masters in Fiction.
So Kerrys poor scores mean nothing to me. College is an interesting fiction; its become the modern monastery that confers Holiness merely by virtue of tenancy in its ivy-slathered walls for a certain period of time.
But its still worth it, depending on what you want to do. For oh so many reasons. Im reading The Last Good Time, a book my editor at Crown gave me. Did squat in the market, alas, but thats not unusual. Its the story of Skinny DAmato, who ran a club in Atlantic City in the 50s. Makes the Vegas Rat Pack stories look like an old ladies crochet club in Peoria. Crisply written, with obvious love and rue for the old days. The first third details the history of Atlantic City, and you can smell the sea. The second third brings us the post-war era, complete with Martin and Lewis, who got their big break at Skinnys club. Point is: the talent didnt have a college degree, but they had talent. The mobsters and grifters and roués of the demimonde didnt have a college degree; they had money and juice. But both came up against the college boys the government men, the tax lawyers, the accountants. The best stories always end in jail and shuttered doors, and the men who turn the keys always die in bed. And their obituaries describe their degrees.
He said, typing without thinking. Whatever. Im not even sure why Im writing this. I have no idea if this will be up tomorrow although if youre reading it, obviously my internet connection returned for a few precious seconds. The modem turns itself off and on. CLICK. (Hence the sole update to the Screedblog today.) I called Earthlink, was duly transferred to India, and went through the usual routine: yes, the computer is plugged in. No, I have not dunked the modem in a vat of water. Yes, I understand that you do not support my Airport Extreme, and that would be germane if said unit was causing the problem. Yes, I have reset the modem and unplugged the power and waited fifteen seconds and sent a monkey up to yank the powerline from the house, and sent up another monkey to reattach it. No, he was not deterred by the charred corpse of his brother twitching on the lawn. Yes, the problem persisted. BECAUSE ITS THE MODEM.
Or the heat. I cant say; its warm enough to make my Macs fans run loud. And by loud I mean I can hear them. They sound like normal computer fans, which is disconcerting given the general level of silence Im used to. But I dont think thats the case. I think the modem is wonky. Theyre willing to sell me a new one: a refurbished modem for $40, or a new one for $49. Sigh. Fine; the new one, then.
Shipping and handling will be $19.95, he said.
What? No. Thats ridiculous. I mean, the thing weighs less than a pack of cigarettes; why should it cost 20 dollars to ship?
Nineteen ninety-five, he said.
Fine, nineteen ninety-five. Thats just robbery. Ill buy my own.
I am very sorry.
Dont be; you didnt set the prices. Thank you for your time, and have a good day.
Everything doesnt work. I tell you, its hell. The modem is shot, the old monitor Im using is blinking short-short-long to indicate an imminent backlight failure (the new monitor is in the shop) and I cant use my HTML software on the laptop because I lost the original activation code I got, oh, five years ago. Ive been using upgrades ever since. No idea what the original code is. I downloaded a trial version of GoLive CS, and discovered that control N, the handy command for new page, now puts up a menu that asks if I want to make a new page, a new site, a new style sheet, a new car, etc. Makes sense. Most people want to create a new site far more often than a new page. Might as well make Control-S Shred the document instead of save it. Control-C should Convert to Chinese instead of copy. I tell you, there are peculiarities and brain-boiling nonsensical nonintuitive shite in Adobe products that would drive me daft if I had to use them for a living.
Instead of a hobby. A joyful, merry, devil-may-care hobby. Oh, Photoshop Elements team: nice work removing the undo icon from the layer styles menu. Because no one ever wants to go back 47 steps later and undo a bevel, do they. Ever.
Anyway. Life is good. Proof is here.
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